“Broken” 12-28-06

Tears, they come readily as uncertainty seems certain.
Questions unanswered, tomorrow, doubts.
Why do things happen? Why to those I love?

Care, it is impossible to give when I must do nothing.
Time, the only healer: it must be taken and done.
Why can’t I be patient? Why it seems so slow?

I want tomorrow to come before tomorrow is here.
I want what is right but always find the other ways.
Why is life short? Why is the road long?

Fear, afraid of what might come, the unknown.
Look back, learn from the past, doesn’t always work.
Why is hind sight 20/20? Why do my mistakes bring hope?

Emotion, hope, fear, tears, care Questions.
All built to last forever, never to be fully understood.
Why is my life the way it is? Why do I ask, try or care?

Thoughts pooled in the mind, things to forget, leave behind.
Truth can be found by the Source, Hope Eternal, He is the Course.
Why does He love me? Why did He give Himself?

His choice is to break me, broken I become.
Knowing I can trust is hard. Giving in is worse.
Lord, Why is it so hard? Lord, Take me, Make me trust You.